Hello

Okay so I have managed to write two blogposts now.

And honestly.. What's the point in doing this?

I have nothing to share with the world anyway.

I am not a person who use bad language..

But I can say that life is being rather mean to me right now.

This year it was 12 years since Hide died. 12!

It's almost unreal.. That 2/5 he had been dead for 12 years..

He would've turned 46 this December.. It's very unreal.. And

brings me many happy and sad memories..

I miss you.